Kuisioner Pengguna Alumni STAB Kertarajasa batu

Dear Alumni Prodi Dharma Achariya,

Tolong untuk juga mnegunduh file dibawah ini untuk kemudian diberikan kepada pengguna Alumni/instansi tempat anda bekerja. Thank you.
Yulianti

Formulir Pengguna Alumni STAB Kertarajasa Batu

Formulir Jejak Alumni STAB Kertarajasa

Dear Alumni STAB Kertarajasa,

Sehubungan dengan proses akreditasi yang sedang dilakukan oleh STAB Kertarajasa Batu, kami meminta kesediaan dan kerjasamanya, khususnya alumni program studi Dharma Achariya, untuk mengisi formulir Jejak Alumni berikut ini. Jejak Alumni ini dimaksudkan sebagai media untuk mengetahui kondisi sebenarnya dari para alumni, dengna demikian mohon diisi dengan sebenarnya.


Formulir dapat didownload melalui link berikut ini, untuk kemudian setelah diisi mohon dikirim kembali ke email berikut ini: stab.kertarajasa@gmail.com dan cc ke yullisant@gmail.com. Kami ucapkan terimakasih dan sukses selalu untuk kita semua.

Formulir Jejak Alumni STAB Kertarajasa

Strawberry shortcake

Telling Jangkrik's letter:

 Actually this is the type of cake that Platypus and Jangkrik used to make when they were together. They'd often made some deserts in the evening. Platypus would made different kinds of deserts. Sometimes He'd baked some chocolate chip cookies, pie, or strawberry shortcakes as the strawberry season was in.

But, Platypus had his magic works in most of them and Jangkrik would just helped a little  but with mostly sitting around doing her works. He was such a sweetheart who made Jangkrik felt so much loved and cared about.

Strawberry shortcakes was one of Paltypus's favorites. For her now, Thinking to make strawberry shortcakes is like actually reminding her to him. Or rather because she remember him just lately and  so prompts her to make strawberry shortcakes so that she can feel his present in illusion. she was not sure.

There are just so much beautiful things about Platypus that she cannot forget. But the point when she  had to struggle for her life all alone just before and three months after they split up  was too intense.  It pushes all beautiful memories they both once ever had further away. Although she can tell very honestly and frankly that she still deeply in love with Platypus. But she knows that sometimes in life one have to make a decision. Although she also never know whether her decision was the right one but she was sure it helped, to the very least it helped her to continue her days. Because during that grey day, she was just so much afraid of being in the darkness for too long. So she thought that was the only way she could  take to help herself....

And maybe stupid, because she never let Platypus knows how dying she was. She says, it was not the break up that made her dying, but the pressure of her intense intuition about something she felt was going wrong but she could never understood what it was about until she discovered that there was something wrong with their connection. And the dying that her body had to endure afterward. These were what she mostly want to skip whenever it comes to her mind.  It still wets Her eyes whenever that vision of her dying crosses her mind.  Nonetheless, not letting platypus know was also her choice, because She does not want to think that it was his mistake all along. And that there was just so much to tell and she had no left over energy she could use to say describe her pain . She thought that thing was ended and she wanted it to end once for all. She thought it was the best way to do, if not for her, then for him--one that she once cherished-- She says Platypus wants to figure out about his life. She believes he was right, and she has no reason to hold onto a man who wants to continue searching for what he wants in life. Like her, as she said, he also deserves to get happiness in the way he thinks he could gets one.

She was glad that she was able to tell him that she did not keep hatred for him, for what had happened between them. But one thing she has not been able to do. She has never been able to answer his simple question "how are you doing?"  She does not tell why.

And every now and then, whenever she makes strawberry shortcake, it is like to remind herself to stay humble and patient. She said, the strawberry shortcake also could tell her, how far she has been healed.

She hopes some day she'd be able to answer his simple question without  getting herself  reminded to her rough time in an alien land.

In the end of her letter she said, "I don't know why do I tell you this, but mostly talk will help and heal... and I think I am healing everyday. The wound is healing slowly but I am glad that it continues getting better everyday...."


Thank you for reading it
Jangkrik 

Last year today

Menyusuri pergantian musim, dari winter ke semi. Indeed this is my second time spending Winter and Spring in the States. But this year the Winter is more durable than last year. It is also much colder than before with heavy rainfall occasionally. Perhaps everybody will also agree with me: nothing is similar to last year's.
Last year, although the trees were dying, although the water in the lake became freezing and some a half frozen; but I was fully alive. I was full of energy, warm and full of life. Everything was in a perfect condition and i could not ask for something better. But nothing lasts forever....
Today, the same season almost over. Indeed I have been waiting for this season to be over since beginning of Fall. This empty season...yet there is something that I miss about it. May be about last year. a little.

Not use to be

 My head is painful, 

It is heavy and stuffy. 

My fingers run to feel it. 

Ah it is still one

But it is me who bear it alone

Like not it was used to be.

Heart and Ego

When heart and ego are quarrel,

How should you know which one is saying true?

Their fingers are at each others' face,

Oh why don't you just leave me alone

  

-Yl (Sept. 09)

Tears

Have not I wet my clothes enough?

I cannot afford it anymore,

For every drop of it

Is a piece of my breaking soul,

Every drop of it is my sleepless night.

(yulisant, Sept. 09)